oh, man. I'm going through a similar situation. I gave up my money, friends, freedom, you name it... to be with my ex-boyfriend. He left me a few days ago saying he needed "space" when in reality, I wasn't crowding him. I can't say that everything willl get better, because I'm also sitting at home on the internet because I cut myself off from everyone but him. At least we can commisserate on this post and know that we are not as alone as we feel. Keep your head up and know that he'll be sorry. Boys suck. <3