Hello Anonymous girl,
Thanks a lot for responding. I will try to get the February issue from the library, since it's not in the stores anymore.
Idealistic is a very good thing, but being realistic is good too:) and allowing yourself to think with your head will never hurt.
And you wont get burned again, just try to respect yourself first. And before you will get to you next relationship make sure you, first of all you know what you want, and do not be afraid to express it as straight as possible. No hidden words or feelings, just be yourself, be as you are. At least if something will not work out it will happen right away.
Look at me I am teaching someone, or rather giving advise:)
Idealist is an excellent thing, never compromise or give up you ideals. There are such a small amount of both, man and women left in this world with some ideals, mostly a lot of words in this world, less and less actions. And have you notice that everyone you practically met is looking for the same thing you are, but than you get to know them and ..............
Never thought I will get set sentimental, has always been tough, ambitious and I know exactly what I want, I still am

Good Luck too you all:)
PS I have no idea if you read Bulgakov's Master and Margarita, read it you will enjoy it
Lady/Devil best of both worlds