I Think you should slow down and get some perspective. you may want her because she is different. Relationship are between 2 people and not just the female focus guys have. Never put a women on a pedestal you do not know. Because women talk a good game about things like materialism. But, in the end women like to pick and choose what they are idealistic about.In other words they are full of sh**.Don't act pressed women can smell desperation.