Man, don't I know it...
We were trained and tought all our lives to fight for what we loved, to march the extra mile,and stand fast against all the crap that comes , never give up...go down fighting, my life was hers for the asking...24-7-365... and then I hit this...You can't fight it...There is no solution to this ...and , yes the disgust I feel when I think of them togeather is chokeing... at first I was wasted, now I'm mostly just numb...No, I'm not goin to do anything to them...My solutions to problems are truly ineffective here.Nothing I do will get the solution I want.I've been out maneuvered...
I have been out-thought, I have been castrated...I now know I wasn't what she wanted...
Honestly, it's like someone took a knife and cut off all the reasons why I did anything in life...oh , I'll keep moving forward...I don't know how to stop, but now it just doesn't mean anything...

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