leading me on

fuckin women...specially theones that dont realize the power htey have. ONe destroyed my sanity...all gone...trashed...I as fine. now IM a fucking mess. leading me on and leading me on like a danglkng a goddamned carrot infront of my nose. the biggest prblm is she is also a really good friend. I dont wnat to reatch for the carrot and fall off. why the fuck do nice guys fnish last!!!! I dont know how to be an asshole!!