A different perspective

I met someone and was seeing her for around 7 months , I am 56 do not look my age and have always got looks from women . I look after myself and pride myself on looking younger than I am , my downfall people. The woman I met was 47 and a looker,( and I mean a looker think of Demi Moore but much more attractive and a hot body ), as well as hot and willing in the bedroom , what an absolute fucking idiot I am .She warned me a couple of times that she was geting fed up because I was not responding to her . She text me called me every night without fail and we would talk on the phone for hours about nothing , but it was good . She text me saying she loved me and what did I do ? nothing not even respond because I was a good catch , in my mind, and did not have to do anything.The end is I got dumped on my sorry arse because I could not be bothered to put the effort into telling someone I loved them . It was not all me and she admitted she could be a pain sometimes , but I will tell you something , I would rather have her in my life being a a pain sometimes than not have her like now . I am heartbroken , my mistake and I fucked up with a 1st in fucking up . So if this rings some bells with you , do not ignore what she is telling you because when she goes you will feel the pain . Good luck and take it easy .