Submitted by Visitor (not verified) on Wed, 03/05/2014 - 4:56pm
Just broke things off with girl of two years…is it bad that i’m thinking about all the excess money i’ll have to buy computer parts? I’m legitimately finding it hard to determine whether i’m just a total asshole, or whether i was just soooo FUCKING tired of hearing about how i need to change everything from A to Z for her that it caused me to sub-consciously disconnect myself from her. (NIGHT) -She tried to tell me what i could and could not major in. -She insisted that I get up at 8:00 AM every morning, even though i dont have class ‘till noon! -She never let me choose what to watch, or do for that matter..and when i did make it clear that i wanted to choose, she let a long hard guilt trip fuck my world up. -She insisted that I cut things off with my friends because they’re; “dumbasses” which, they are…but they’re also fucking hilarious, and it’s not like they’re hurting anything, or effecting us, it’s just her starting shit with my friends 24/7, At one point she even threatened to leave me if i didn’t tell one of my friends we could hang out anymore. -She got pissed at me whenever i started rethinking my major, so i wasn’t able to talk to her about it..and then she flipped out on me for not telling her about it. -She comes from a family with no respect for animals..so she’s fucked in the head in that respect, even going on about how she ran down a raccoon with her fucking car, i mean WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?! if you think that’s fucked up, she told me her father and her use to bash kittens with a board, because; “they couldn’t afford to let the cats repopulate, i mean CHRIST, give them to a shelter!?!? PEOPLE GENUINELY ENJOY KITTENS, so why the fuck WOULDN’T you take them to a shelter?! -they’re also super fucking conservative, to the point that global warming is a myth and Obama is a Muslim, in retrospect im glad i ended things before i went on a liberal tirade. -She can’t be wrong, she’s hyper intelligent and she knows it, so she’s also super fucking condescending..when i do prove to her that she is in the wrong, she cant admit it without making me feel like a total cocksucker for saying so! -She insults me and cuts at my pride if she deems it necessary, and does so with not an ounce of remorse. -She also bites, pinches and hits..like a MOTHER FUCKER? (DAY) Yes, there are good times, like our wonderful hour long cuddling sessions..and the sex(which stopped like four months ago, and i even let it go! because she said she felt guilty..i was even cool about it! like, a fucking super boyfriend.) //end mini-rant) We also enjoy the same things like fantasy and anime she’s absolutely wonderful while she’s happy, it’s like heaven… just happier when she’s around.. (Conclusion) my underlying problem is that i still feel like i might regret it down the road…and i feel like a douche, even though she puts me through all that bad shit. i just..anyone else on remotely the same page?