Don't fucking stare at me if ya don't like me!

Why else would a guy always stare at you? Why would he appear shy around you? Why would his friends nudge you to talk to him? That only means one thing, he likes me, WRONG! I asked him to dance with me at the dance and he says "go dance with you friends". Jeez, a simple yes or no would've been better, but who cares. I'm not mad at him, I'm mad at myself, because after that I flipped him off and walked off. I told myself not to get emotion, I broke a promise to myself, boy does that hurt. I guess I'll forgive myself, see him on monday, apologise, and forget about it completely, since the only way to receive forgiveness is to first show you forgive yourself.